Syafique Heart Drive

My Final Post

2009-11-12T22:21:00.001+08:00

i guess this will be my final post here in blogspot.

i will continue blogging, but not in here...

if u wish to continue reading...go to :

www.syafiqueradlan.tumblr.com

see you there..

till then..adios amigos!

Bursa Malaysia Rat Race 2009

2009-08-14T10:40:00.010+08:00

Venue : Bursa Malaysia
Time : 2.00 PM - 9.00 PM
Date : 11 August 2009

its been a while.....

2009-07-25T15:13:00.007+08:00

Its been a while since i last updated this blog of mine..HErmm..how should i put everything that happened for the past 2 months into a simple yet clear entre?think.think.think!!!

ok..lets put them into a simple life chronology..

Working life:

Working life is not the same as i imagined it will be before. It is tiring, demanding and before u know it, it sucks all your joy and self - pampering attitude out of your life!!..But, at the other side of the page that full with all the wining and unsatisfied feeling written in a very sarcastic and harsh words..there lies a page with a beautiful yet subtle feeling written in a very straight and clear words of having the new phase of your life..the future is now become clear then before..and when it does, all the past starting to make their sense.. How beautiful God puts all the little pieces here and there and when the time comes, all the pieces suits perfectly well together...Alhamdulilah..hey guys!! i already got a spot in Security Commissions Management Trainee programme..yeay!! But im trying to find my way in here in Bursa Malaysia..wish me luck!!

Kisah Cintan?

Its complicated and never will be fully understand..hish..why it is so hard for me??how i wish i could be either one of the character in any fairytale stories that your mom told you when you were child..and the final part is the best ...." the happily live ever after "..but ....( herm.. i better leave the sentence with ' but ' and not continue it..otherwise this entre will be a long sad yet intriguing story of love life that u guys will never understand it..so..whats the point kan? haha ).

Social Life.

Well, when u start working, u cant have all the excitement and joy u had when you were a student. it is a fact. u have to choose either one.. (Social life > Habis duit.. working life> buat duit )..you cant have them both. You may have them both. but trust me, either one of it will soon be doom.hahahha....but what ever it is, if u have a good calculation of life and put a very well proportion of commitment into both of them.it will not be a problem.

i have just to put this picture in..such a cute pic we took last nite using fikeri MacBook at the Pavilion..

thats it for now..cheers~~~

Kerusi Bernilai Tinggi

2009-05-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

Dato Siti Nurhaliza Concert

Obviously the most expensive tickets are the best seats in the hall. Nevertheless the production team, SNP ( Siti Nurhaliza production ) offers few rows as value seats. Row F, which is just 15 feet from the stage, is just priced at RM 80. Row G on the other hand is priced at RM 120 and the rows behind these 2 are priced at RM 250 and 300. Grab these seats now. ....ini adalah terjemahan untuk KERUSI BERNILAI TINGGI..

mood : cant hardly wait.....

She made me think....

2009-05-24T17:32:00.003+08:00

Walaupun rancangan nyanyian realiti American Idol telah dengan rasminya tamat dan pasti semua umat dunia tahu siapa pemenangnya...aku masih tidak berpuas hati. tak tahu kenapa..mungkin pemenangnya itu adalah biasa2 sahaja dan tiada pun sedikit keistimewaan di suaranya. aku tak pasti sekiranya suatu hari nanti bila mana lagu baru nya keluar di corong-corong radio, aku akan dapat membezakan suaranya dgn penyanyi lain yang sedia ada..tidak seperti seorang lagi tu..

Namun.bukan ini yang ingin aku ceritakan...

ceritanya begini....

Hari khamis. keputusan pemenang American Idol telah diketahui..aku pun terus memesej kwn aku ni untuk mengucapkan tahniah kpd nya..jangan terkejut yer tuan2 dan puan2 ,dia bukan Kris Allen..tapi peminat kepada kris allen

" weh..suke lah tu kris allen menang..tak bleh blah ar weh..siot je, benggang aku" getus hatiku ku taipkan di msg...

" ha..aku dah ckp dah..kau tak nak dgr" balas kawanku ini..sememangnya mlm tu dia sudah meletakkan harapannya kpd Kris Allen..namun aku tetap yakin glambert akan menang...semua mesej nya mlm itu menyatakan kris akan menang ku abaikan sahaja..konon2 wat2 tataw...padahal benggang...

kris menang. its the fact..u cant change the fact..but u may change the perspective of it..thats what i am doing..im looking at the other side of the page..

ok. back to the story.....

sahabt ku ini cuba untuk menenagkan hati aku

" ko relak r weh..galmbert tu dah tentu2 wat album pasni. he is just not so lucky tonite"

aku balas " herm..mmglah..but he should win u know....sia2 je pengorbanan dia selama nie..being consitent every week....sia2..sedih weyh..nangis dah aku ni ( i am not crying exactly.. it was intended to exaggerate how sad i am about the result ..really sad )"

my fren reply....

" ape nak jadi ngan kau nie..burok beno perangai..toksah lah nanges2..burok aku tgk.."

" aku nak tanye kau nie...perjuangan adam lambert ni yang kau tangisan bagai nak rak...perjuangan NABI ader kau amik kisah..ader kau nanges?'

aku terdiam.........

Satu Kisah

2009-05-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

SMS diterima di awal hening pagi ketika umat manusia yang lain sedang enak dibuai mimpi. Embun-embun suci sedang enak berehat di daun yang hijau dan ayam-ayam jantan belum bersedia untuk berkokok sebab time tu diorg ngah baik punya lepak membincangkan hal ehwal ayam dan gosip2 binatang lain..( perumpaan ini tiada kene mengena pun dengan kisah yang akan diceritakan dlm entri ni )….

Kisah bermula

SMS diberi oleh seorang teman karib yang bernama Linie ( Nama Sebenar )..

“ nok..aku nervous..ade pre-test driving kul 7.30 jap lagi..”

Sebagai seorg teman karib yang baik,setia, amanah, jujur lagi berdedikasi..aku pun membalas msg beliau walaupun ketika itu aku baru sejam melelapkan mata di sbb kan oleh aktiviti mlm hari yang tidak berfaedah seperti beryahoo messenger dgn insan yang tidak diketahui identity sebenar ( bodoh punya org..nak berkenalan tp tak nak bgtau sape nama, bih baik aku berkenalan ngan kucing. Tol tak? )

Sambung balik

Aku pun mereply msg beliau…

“ ye ke..chaiyo2..jgn nervous2..bace bismillah byk2..u can do it bebeh ”

Setelah sms direply aku menyambung kembali aktiviti tdur yang terganggu itu. Dengan harapan mendapat tido yang nyenyak dgn mimpi-mimpi yang indah lagi bahagia..

Namun..semua itu suatu harapan…

JENG JENG JENG ( suasana suspen diserapkan supaya memberi efek yang lebih jitu kepada penceritaan entri ini )

Tapi..takde ape2 pun sebenanrnya ( mesti korang benggang kan..rasa nak baling je HP korang kat aku kan..kalau brani baling lah!!!..)

Sudah2..cerita disambung…

Teman yang serupa mengSMS aku lagi..

“ NOK…NOK…aku nyaris melanggar 3 ketul motor, 4 biji kereta dan sekumpulan makcik dan pakcik dan tidak ketinggalan belia2 di kedai makan tadi..”

Aku tersentak..lalu dengan sepantas kilatnya aku mereply msg beliau untuk mengetahui adakah benar apa yg dikhabarkan oleh beliau itu….

“ cmne leh jadi mcm tu..apa yang membuatkan kau tegar dlm percubaan membunuh mereka yang tak berdosa itu” balas aku.

Beliau mereply ( 2 sms ku gabungkan )

“ kisah dia camni...aku bwk kete td..dengan penuh hemat dan tatasusila..namun, selepas memerhatikan byk kereta beratur dibelakang aku di jalan yang kecik itu seperti itik pulang petang..aku pun mengambil langkah drastik untuk memecut kereta selaju 80 km/j lalu dengan tak semena-mena aku terbabas lalu nyaris melanggar mereka...seteru itu, aku ditertawakan oleh manusia2 durjana itu bagaikan aku membuat lawak spastic didepan mereka..”

Aku tertawa kesorangan didalam bilik bila membaca msg itu..lalu aku membalas…

“ kau sedar tak kau takde lesen and masa tu kau tgh wat pre-test driving..apakah yang bermain difikiran mu sehingga kamu tegar memecut walaupun sudah diketahui tahap memandu mu itu tidak sehebat mana ”

10 minit berlalu..msg tidak dibalas..

Kesimpulan…sentap lah tu..haha

KONSERT SATU DATO SITI NURHALIZA

2009-05-20T00:28:00.001+08:00

One more series of concert from MALAYSIA SONG BIRD Dato Siti Nurhaliza and i am dying to go to this concert. Thus, tomorrow, my friend ( ZURIE ) and i will straight away go to Istana Budaya to buy the ticket. I hope the ticket is still available. Bukan ape..the ticket for the concert br start jual hari ni..and the first day punya show dah sold out..can u imagine??hebat gler kan...so guys..JOM P TGK KONSERT NIE..i bet it will be the great one...

A week after

2009-05-16T19:06:00.000+08:00

its been only a week. Br seminggu tak jumpe. but, we have already missing one each other mcm tak jumpe stahun..seriously..i dont know why. So, we have a good late night swim ( thanx to zul for providing all the accomodations..nanti kitorg dtg lg k ) and doing some catch-up while watching mama swimming in his kain pelikat, watching kecik swimming in his own style called " berenang anjing" ( sampai cramp lah kaki si kecik ni ) , watching apan so semangat enjoying his time in the pool with all the gaya berenang..u name it..kuak lentang, gaya kupu2, gaya bebas, berenang anjing, sme ade..and watching apis showing his talent dlm sukan berenang..good apis..good!! keep it up..and mcm2 lg..

after the swimming session has ended..and before masing2 balik ke rumah msg2 which is jauh gler dr umah zul di selayang tu..we decided to take a pic memandangkan there is a great colour of wall in his house..hiks..again..thanx to zul..

100 Truths

2009-05-07T23:33:00.001+08:00

1. Last beverage → coke
2. Last phone call → xoxo
3. Last text message → xoxo
4. Last song you listened to →up - the saturdays
5. Last time you cried → 2 hours ago...

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Dated someone twice → twice? ive done it like four times..
2. Been cheated on? → sure..who doesnt?
3. Cheated someone else? → sure...
4. Lost someone special? → yeah..
5. Been depressed? → sometimes with no reason..gler kot aku ni..
6. Been drunk and threw up? → never

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS: black,white

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → yeaa
2. Fallen out of love →its like my nature..haha
3. Laughed until you cried → yeaaa
4. Met someone who changed you → havent yet...and still waiting
5. Found out who your true friends were → yes..
6. Found out someone was talking about you → yeah..luckily it was a good thing..kalau tak..nahas!!!
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → baru tadi..its a goodbye kiss..sedih..
8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life →entah..tak kira plak
9. How many kids do you want to have → semua rezeki ALLAH
10. Do you have any pets →none..
11. Do you want to change your name → yes..can i change it to SYAFIQUE RADLAN..bleh kan?
12. What did you do for your last birthday → party di rumah MAIMON KIMAK...
13. What time did you wake up today → 1200pm
14. What were you doing at midnight last night → KARAOKE..it was a blast!!
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → Kumpul HARTA
16. Last time you saw your father → like 2 years ago..seriously..
17. One thing you wish you could change about your life→ i dont want to change anything..i love it as it is...
18. What are you listening to right now →Im yours - jason mraz
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom →TOM..nope..
20. What's getting on your nerves right now? →starting my internship
21. Most visited webpages →facebook and blogspot,

1. What's your name → Mohd Syafiq Mohd Azli
2. Nicknames → apit..along..baby sya..fiqa..kak sya..FIQ...

3. Relationship Status →seeing someone..wahahha
4. Zodiac sign → scorpio
5. Male or female or transgendered → MALe
6. Elementary → sk ayer molek JB..sk bukit bandaraya Bangsar..
7. Middle School – smk bukit bandaraya Bangsar..smk cheras perdana
8. High school → Florida high school..takot tak??haha
10. Hair color → black
11. Long or short → short
16. Height → 174cm.
17. Do you have a crush on someone? →yes
18: What do you like about yourself? – nothing
19. Piercings →takder..dosa kot..
20. Tattoos →nooooooo
21. Righty or lefty → righty

FIRSTS :

22. First surgery → stomach ulser
23. First piercing → nope
24. First best friends → lupe..haha
26. First sport you joined → 100 m..johan OK
27. First pet → hamster
28. First vacation and when→lupelah...
29. First concert → Siti Nurhaliza in Concert ..30 october..tahun lpe..
30. First crush → can recall

RIGHT NOW:

49. Eating → none
50. Drinking → air sejuk
52. I'm about to →shower
53. Listening to → none
55. Waiting for → First Honeymoon

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids? → sure..sape nak jaga tua2 nanti..kau?haha
59. Want to get married? → insyaAllah..
60. Careers in mind? → CEO _______________ ( tak tau ape )

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

68. Lips or eyes →eyes of course..
69. Hugs or kisses → hugs seems right
70. Shorter or taller → taller
71. Older or Younger → dont care
72. Romantic or spontaneous → mix of both
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → mix of both..terbaik..haha
74. Sensitive or loud →none
75. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
76. Trouble maker or hesitant→hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. Kissed a stranger → what for??
79. Drank hard liquor → again..dosa..
80. Lost glasses/contacts → never..tp my glasses penah kene pijak smpai berkecai..
81. Sex on first date → nope and never
82. Broken someone's heart →yes
83. Had your own heart broken → pernah..bongok punyer org
86. Turned someone down → heheh..yes
87. Cried when someone died → for sure..takkan nak gelak kot
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? →......

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself → 80%
90. Miracles → yes
91. Love at first sight → yes
92. Heaven → yes
93. Santa Clause → no
95. Kissing on the first date? → yes
96. Angels → yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → YES..
98. Who is it? – someone lah..maneleh bgtau..rahsia
99. Had boyfriend/girlfriend for a day? → nope
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? →yea yea yea

Everything happens for a reason

2009-05-04T17:20:00.000+08:00

2004 : enrolled in UKM ( Bachelor of Biotechnology ( Bioinformatics ) )

2006 : officially a dropped out student from UKM ( just before i got into my final year..stupid!!)

at this particular point, my world tumbling upside down..never thought my life will be this way...time ni rasa mcm nak lari g mane2..it so embarrassing for me to face all those people around me...tapi ape nak wat..benda dah jadi...so, i stop thinking about the past and start thinking about the future..i took a few months staying at home..just a way for me to figured out a things or two of what exactly i want to do in my life...( of course with the help of my beloved family and friends )...

after doing all the thinking..i planned to continue my study

Julai 2006 : enrolled in Universiti Industri Selangor

Taking Bachelor of Industrial Management...at first i was a bit skeptical about the name of this course..Industrial Management? what the fish kan...nanti kerja kilang ke ape..as a matter of fact..when people asked me the name of my degree..and i answered Industrial Management..then, the reaction will be like this.." degree ape tu?"."ha? industrial management? ohh..kerja kilang lah nanti "...siot jer..but i dont blame them..because that was exactly the same first perception of mine..

But it is not..it is the same as other business management courses..only the name is different..to make it more interesting i guess...

Enough about the name of the degree itself...i got into UNISEL with new vision and hope..

by taking strategic management ( semangat nau ) theory into practical senses..

vision : to not repeat the same mistakes and try to be the best that i can be..

alhamdullilah..
i managed to get Dean List for every semester....

of course..there will be no way i can get this so called achievement without the help of :

1. My family

2. My beloved and wonderful friends...

Here i would like to name a few of them who all this while have been a great person and wonderful friend of mine...( a part of the purpose i made this entry is because, this week is my last week in UNISEL and it just a token of appreciation for me to them )...love u guys so much...

1. Greatest Friend of all.. Kak Faz, Hafiz, Honey, Intan, Sham, Izat, Mizie, MAMA, Eja, Wanie..HAzFizan, Elle, and Linie

2. New closed friends : Apan Antonio ( Ahmad Safwan ) and Apis ( Hafizul Fahmi )

For those name which are not in the list.( u know who u are )...i still love u guys so much..it will take me a decade to list all the name..and if i have a time..i will do so..trust me...

thus..everything happens for a reason..

i failed a part of my life and succeed in other part

i lose a friends in the past..i met a new wonderful people in my future...

i live my life with nothing in the past and currently have everything that i need..

Myspace, OUT!!!!!!

2009-04-24T17:16:00.000+08:00

i am closing my myspace account soon...

reason :

1 ) i figured i am too old for myspace, and my perspective of making new friends is no longer the same as before....
2 ) He had moved on...and i should too...( no details needed, i supposed )
3 ) most of the peoples are superficial....no offense to anyone..
4 ) there are to many people in my friends list which i cant even remember who are they..so, whats the point?
5) me myself, is not being honest..( ashamed of that, seriously )
6) myspace dont excite me anymore...
7) making friends ( networking especially ) is so not my thing anymore..zmn bdak2 dulu boleh r..

enough reason i guess..
so, MYSPACE..im OUT!!!

what will happen for the next 4 months?

2009-04-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

3 more papers to go....

1 last final exam to be sit...

11 days remaining in Universiti Industri Selangor.....

AND

3 months internship in

what will happen after this?..only god knows...

Housemate night out

2009-04-21T15:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday........

every single person dlm rumah ni jadi gler sbb pulun study strategic management
lgi jadi gler biler dpt jer paper semua tak cukup masa nak wat..
soalan senang but the lecturer tu suruh salin balik semua soalan..
" every single word"
what the f**k!!!!

last night.......

Syerhan : jom g tgk wayang
me: nak g ke? penatlah..aku dh lah tak tdo2 lg ni..2 jam je kot tdo
Syerhan : ala..jom r..kau tak yah wat pe..aku drive..kau duk je diam2...
me : herm..nk tgk cter pe? sape lg g?
syerhan : coming soon..

me: ha? coming soon!!!..cter pe tu....nak tgk kat mn?dah kul bp dah ni..sempat ke..
syerhan : tgk kat o.u..sempat kot, ader kul 12 nyer..

bla...bla...bla....
and i decide to go even though i am fucking tired sbb x ckp tdo...
setibanye di O.U

trus g kat kounter...

Syerhan : abg..coming soon.kul 12..5 org ( me, nelly, syerhan, apis n kecik )
abg kounter : ok2..tinggal seat paling depan...
evryone of us : ha? nak ke tak nak? suka ati lah..aku ikot je...tak nak lah ikot2..nak ke tak nak ni?bla..bla...bla...
me: herm..tak yah..leh next time kita tgk..
syerhan : ( pasrah )..ok lah..

so..after wasting about 1 hour from btg berjuntai to One Utama
we decided to go somewhere else
tak nak balik dulu..konon2 nak release tension lah ( baru satu paper je kot !! )..haha

setelah kereta dipandu selama 30 minutes tanpa arah tuju..
me : jom k karaoke!!!
evryone : JOM!!!( sambil apis menjerit kegembiraan tahap berdesing telinga barang siapa yg mendengar jeritan itu..because at last ader jgak benda nak buat )...

karaoke time!!!.....

no pic taken during the karaoke because no 10.0 megapixels is available
yg ader pun camera phone 3 megapixels..ado..
berangan lah nak amik gambar sgale..

the list of song that we sang...

1. aerosmith, i dont want miss a thing ( sang by me..love that song )
2. marc anthony, my baby you..( lagu wajib karaoke)..
bla..bla..bla..
paling tak boleh bla Syerhan nyanyi lagu Nico dulu2..
siap raping lagi..pitam***

after the karaoke..
not ready to balik home yet..
lepak kat NZ Garden
minum2..makan2..cuci mata ( everyone have their own " nice view" type )..
i have mine..right in front me..kan an?

here are some of the pic taken..:)

around 4a.m = balik....tdo..zzzzzz

tribute to ammar hakimi and his beloved friend

2009-04-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

petang td ammar called
crying badly...
i wonder what happened..
nervous jugak at first...
ingatkan anything happen kat dia...
but it turns out that one of his close fren past away..al-fatihah

he told me that masa tu dia tgh main football kat skolah
suddenly his fren ni jatuh and buih2 putih started to come out from his mouth
he was very panicked and trus panggil cikgu dia..
but it was too late
that poor boy died sadly there..
rupenye2 dak ni kene one virus ni when he went to swimming with his family kat public pool putrajaya..
this virus is transmitted through water..

he told me the name of the virus
scientifically
tapi, lupa plak ape namanye

when he called me tadi dia baru balik dr kubur
watching his good friend go to the place that someday, all of us WILL go..

so, i told him to be strong..semua ni takdir..
tapi tak lah cakap mcm tu kat dia
he is just a kid..
not knowing everything that happened around him..
so..i told him..
" tuhan sygkan dia..thats y god take him"
and he asked me 1 question..
" abis tu..tuhan tak syg kimi lah"..
i was about to laugh at first..
but then
rasa sedih pun ade..

after about 20 minutes talking to him barulah dia ok

so..to AMMAR..
i know that u were not be able to read this..
but..if someday
when u will be able to read this entry
remember that i love u so much
and i am so greatful that u are my little brother..

2009-04-20T20:20:00.001+08:00

its been almost a year since the blog is not updated..

so..let me start all over again..
here the new page of my life..
the new piece of my thought...

the pieces dont fit anymore

2008-06-23T22:58:00.001+08:00

Have u ever feel that you have tried too much and at one particular moment you just stop trying and don’t even care what will be the consequence?. ….Have you ever feel that you wanna give up and the hope is slowly fading away from your life?..... Have you ever feel that you really want to be love but when you did find it, wish you haven’t? and have you ever feel that you are about to fall and there is no one to hold on?....it wasn’t too long ago when I did feel all those things in my life..all the self blaming ambiance were self fulfilling. All the stupid question start to make me felt even worse. How can I be such a stupid person? How the hell in the world that this silly fucking feeling can be inside my heart at the first place?..why would in the world that I met this fucking person given that there is so many other person worth to be falling into?...why is it the heart keep giving me the feeling that I wanna feel and the mind keep telling me the things that I wanna think while the truth is always the opposite one… sometimes, its good to have all this things along the way in your life…even though this ‘things’ sucks...it makes you preserved the more you, it makes you look the life in different perspective compared to others….. sometimes, by keep asking yourself the questions that nobody wont ask makes you look the truth in reality and the fictitious in your own self made story…and sometimes, by learning to live alone you learn to live your life with an adequate feeling that just enough for you to move on…The past will never be forgetten..the present will never be well understand..and the future will always be a question..so, you have to do whatever it takes you to do..as long as it doesn’t hurt you and the one around you..and you don’t have to actually understand others feeling when your feeling does matter the most. Start thinking about yourself before thinking about others..and for what its worth, its better for you to love the one who love you, then to love someone you love…

i am what i am

2008-06-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

I don’t judge someone on the basis of others perception to them. It is hard enough for me to simplify this complex world. A lot of things does occur around me and it takes quite sometime for me to comprehend them. The world does not revolve around me. So, I tend and I usually take others interest above my own, but it still my interest which matter the most. If I had given a choice to heal any scars, erase any memories, or adding any beautiful things in my life. I wont. Because it is the past that have shaped the person I am today. I have been seriously planning all the steps for the future. It is all about to make me the better me. I know that it is going to be a harsh and unsympathetic world outside. So, I need to be prepared for all those abrasive and callused things awaits for me. I tend to get carried away sometimes with all the feeling inside my heart and the thinking around my head. It is hard thou, to balance both of them. Luckily I have been blessed and surrounded with all the beautiful people in my life. My family which always in my heart till the world falls down and all my friend that will forever remain in my life. I love u guys so much. I don’t want to repeat the same mistakes over and over again. For anything to be called mistakes, it must just happen once in your life. Or else, it is not a mistakes, its what you are. I am a quite a big believer myself. I believe in God, I believe in Karma and I believe in what you called the magnificent wonderful thing in one self, Love. Unfortunately, I hardly find love. I do not know whether I am the one who running away from love or the love itself keep running away from me. Its been years from the last day I fall in love. Till now, that person voice is still lingers on me and the sweet memories of us still reside deeply in my heart. I love you so much and I always will. It is just a matter of time for me to find the right someone. For now, I have just to ponder upon the unpredictable future, stepping on the clouds of big dream and unconsciously wait for all the surprise that awaits me in front. Take what you need, Love who you want and Be who you are.